Thursday, February 06, 2003

Hidey Ho......day started quite slowly....but had the most wonderful experience late in the day....I MET MY DREAM GIRL....woohooo.....well I do not know her per say but she kinda fills up all the requirements that I would want for a dream girl...Aww.....come on you know what i'm talking about.... subconsiously, we kinda create an image and certain wonderful aspects and character you would want to make the both of you...the most perfect soulmate ever....Argh...call me EMO...but it's true...it's damn true....Well since this is my blog....I'm gonna describe to all especially you, Life........well...here goes....treng treng treng.....

Was forced to go down to buy bubble tea for mum and my annoying but adorable sis....and oh yah.....Ciggs for dad.....so I went down....upon reaching the bubble tea shop, I kinda got the sudden urge to look up...why up you say?....I normally walk with me head bowed...I dunno....it's been like that.....or at least when I'm alone....back to the story....

So there she was.....everything in the shades of brown.......she wore a brown jacket, had brown striped shirt.....blue denim knee-length skirt an blue converse shoes....what kind? I dunno....Jack Purcell? Jack Taylor?...One Star...Golden Mile's type.....don't care was more of concentrating on her...as a whole...hehehe....oh yah..she brought along a brown umbrella and fashions a beige sling bag.....placed nicely across her porpotionate body....

She kinda ties her hair....into a ponytail....(I LIKE...I like short-haired...too)had no make up and fair complexion....I was mesmerised at the sight of her....heart was thumping fast at this monent......

We entered the same shop...which sells confectionery and they loaned a samll portion of it to make a bubble tea shop......so...all this while...i was observing her....choosing her buns....hahaha...corny it may seem...but yes...she bought buns....haha....we kinda made eye contact from time to time....I was baffled...She noticed me.....wee wee hooo....what can I say....I felt...human.....and till now I still have that feeling....swooshing in and around my inner self....hmmm...
we were close at one time when she was choosing.........a loaf of bread....Gardenia....yah...Gardenia....I was so deeply immersed in this swishy mood...that I completely blocked out the person that was infront of me......asking for charge for the bubble tea.....hiyak....so damn *paisey*....paid him...

Coincidentally...we left the shop...in unison and were walking towards the same direction....and all this while I was stealing glances........and at the same time I was thinking.....it would be awfully nice...to get to know her.....but I did not prode the matter deeply....cos if I do....it would be like an abang lobang......and I am shy........haha
She has grace....she has flair......my god...she had everything my dream girl has.....and even more......we eventually parted ways...I did stop to admire her...and furthermre I had to buy Ciggs for my dad...had to back tracked..to the coffeeshop....haha

On my way back home....I kept envisioning this wonderful person...that I've just met and never wanting this image to disappear.........hmmmm.....the "What Ifs..." started to conjure up in my mind.....but I dismissed them totally...

Back at home....I manage to see myself in the mirror while hanging up my jacket......ARGH GODAMMIT!!!......my hair was in a mess...beyond explanation...worn my nerdy specs....and bike stains on my pants....hehe....

And YET...we made eye contact.....That says a lot of character in her part...and on my part.....I NEED A MAKE OVER.....make that a plastic surgery....haha.....perhaps she was not making eye contact with me....perhaps it was all my imagination....conjuring stuffs....in the words of Doris Day...Perhap,perhaps,perhaps....I'll throw this question to the void...Help me out yah Void?

This is one damn long entry....hahah and oh yah...the discus fishes that me best mate gave me....had just laid eggs...haha..gonna be a proud god-pet owner.....soon..yeay yeay....all is well.....once again...I thank Him for every breath that I take...and all the wonderful things that happens to me......Yippee..

Well...Life,...I got to part now......need to fight the ZzZ Monsters.....perhaps I'll see her in my dreams.....perhaps...perhaps..perhaps........
Goodnight my dream girl...where ever she might be.......but I'm sure we'll sleep under the same bright stars....more like same wetness of rain....looking at the state of red clouds...haha...

Sleep.................




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